I would like to start in a place of gratitude. I’m grateful to my body. I’m grateful for being able to move, breathe, see, think, feel, hear. I’m grateful to my body for all the wonderful things it does to keep me alive, healthy and the person I am. I’m grateful. ~19 weeks pregnant~ I … Continue reading Where’s My SnapBack?
Mother’s Day I wake up on this day with a tightness in my stomach. Thoughts come flooding in and I instantly want to go back to sleep. Drown out the noise. I'm already exhausted. I want this day over with. I don't feel ready to face another Mother's day without my mum. Another year where … Continue reading Mother To A Stillborn?
So here I am 5 weeks postpartum and I’m working out in a gym. I’m not feeding my baby or watching her wake up or desperately trying to get some sleep because she's had a restless night. I’m here in the gym desperately trying to get my body back. This is not a choice I … Continue reading “Sorry, Your Baby Has Died”.